ERIC eric ERIC

he read my online journey. I feel quite bad about it coz everything sound like I haven got over lionel.. surprisely he is not that affected by it, and even said everything had pasted and he want the new ME. Yeah, everytime he said all these i 'm alway very touch.
However, I feel the chemistry between the two of us no longer as strong as last time. Perhap coz he is sick these days, but luckily he still treating me all right and still very sweet. Hope everything can last longer...

that's really the end of US

I totally gave up on Lionel! Thanks all the credit to my buddy, Edmond, yujing and ERIC and tho I left out. I'm quite silly at the begining coz i cant take it and I cant get use to it, most imporatntly @ this festival which I alway spend my time wif him.
Many think that he will come and look for me when he come back from Oz, but I not gonna get back with him. I'll feel letting all my friez down. he did so much to hurt me...

Eric & Jeric

I had been torture mentally by Jeric these days, dont dare to go home, didnt sleep well.. He really scare me these days. He simply scary! I cried that day when he refuse to let go of my hand. That face just simply so scary like My scary dad! One worse thing is he even wait for me @ my doorstep! I really drove carzy by him! Nearly mad! I think all Jeric's act is due to Eric's appear! He is jealous of Eric. I think he is damn selfish! He think i had to be the way I am alway!
On the other hand, I really enjoy Eric accompany! He dotes me lots. ( maybe coz honeymoon period) But I know he treating me differently wif other gal friend! It is not I'm that good or what, it's just coz I'm lucky that we start now but not earlier! Coz he is more mature now. known this Pig for more than 5 years, he alway on and off calling me for advise for treating his galfriez. and he is damn super nosy on it due to his shyness! and now he is more open up.
we went chinatown lastnite and then we went camping. we really enjoy each other's accompany!

Jeric the troublemaker

Last nite Jeric keep calling when I'm talking to Eric, pestering me. I ignore.worse still he came to my place,I gotta talk to him when he knocked at my doorstep coz I really dont wish to awake another troublemaker.
I talked to him at the void deck. My heart got fusrated coz Eric is waiting for me. I felt really tired listening to him, he is such an idolit! He keep repeating things I dun wanna listen, I wonder is he crazy?!

25th jan & 26th Jan

Yesterday is my one of my most happiest day.I had a wonderful day with Eric. had lots lots fun with Eric! We went to lots of place, did many first time things of ours together.
I having honeymoon period with him. He did whatever I want to do. Love me, dote me... I love him so much...

I'm in love

Everything so beautiful to me coz of him! I might sound innocent, my dear brother is like I gonna cheated by that guy but I dont care! I trust my own feeling and sense. I t might not able to last forever, I enjoy this sweet honeymoon period with him.
He taught me alot of stuffs.
He play with me till late but..
yet he will wake up for job everyday!
So he is respondsible!
He is so happening!
He give me things I want but he say he dont want to pamper me.. :(
He might make mistake but I'll forgive him
coz I know Nobody is perfect!
Everythings sound very sweet but we might not be together LONG!

I put my happiness in his saddness

I know he is good, in term of treating me, character and everythings. I am lost about my aims, character and everythings about myself. I dun noe what myself want, I dun noe why I'm like that. I just feel sick of my own life.I carrying on my mistakes.
And I feel ..... about wat happened in life.
I treasure her alot, maybe once she been so good to me. Perhap due to me, everything changed, but i reallly not sure what's going on there. I feel very scare is that whenever I heard she talk behind her friez I feel so scare, wonder if I'm also one of her headline as well. And I know well it is human natural and she definitely did. I still wish to treat her like last time but she disappointed me always. Just like the past Lionel.